Summer intensive insecurity.

Am I good enough? Will I be the worst in class, is everybody else going to be a lot better, picking the combinations up a lot faster than me? Am I going to be able to do all the exercises properly?

Those questions have been in my head 24/7 lately.

Tomorrow (actually "tomorrow" is in an hour because it's already 11pm where I live) is finally the day I'm leaving for America - for my summer intensive. And with all the delight and excitement comes the insecurity.
I am really trying not to let the thoughts get me down because your mind has to be as strong as your body to be a ballerina right?

This is the place where I'm going to dance in America

I am more than excited about the fact that I'm going to be pointing those toes where the ballerinas of Richmond ballet usually do and to experience the long hours of training every day.

It is both exciting and terrifying not to know anyone there.
I really hope I'm going to make some friends for life. Friends with the same interests (ballet, ballet and ballet obviously).

Also I'm going to bring my good camera to take some nice pictures and I'm actually already looking forward to looking at those pictures in 10 years and thinking back at my first time in America.

Ballerina Shira Lanyi in one of the studios I'm going to be dancing in 

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